I knew as soon as I got the phone call about the high councilman wanting to meet with me what it was going to be. And I also knew that even though this kind of stresses me out, that I would say yes. I have been feeling lately that I have not been as active in the gospel as I should be. I mean, I go to church, read my scriptures, pray, etc, but I am not being a diligent disciple like I know Heavenly Father wants me to be. And maybe, just maybe, if I lose myself in service to the Lord I will finally be at the place I need to be to start my family. That is just the feeling of late, so I guess we will see how this goes.
When gymnastics ends in two weeks I will be very thankful. It has made things so much harder at work and home. I am very ready for it to be over. I have enjoyed the time with my girls and I have LOVED seeing how much they have improved. Enough is enough though!!
Well, right now our elders quorum president is on his way over to see us and then the relief society president will be here at three, so I guess I better go!
